The Myth of the Land of the Free

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“When they told me my new-born babe was a girl, my heart was heavier than it had ever been before. Slavery is terrible for men; but it is far more terrible for women. Superadded to the burden common to all, they have wrongs, and sufferings, and mortifications peculiarly their own” (Harriet Jacobs, Incidents in the Life of a Slave Girl, p. 77).

I am reading Frederick Douglass for the first time in my 30 year life.  The history of slavery in America should be a mandatory part of all Americans’ education.  The white-washed versions taught in our education system only perpetuate the long history of our collective ignorance of what slavery and subsequently freedom actually mean.

America’s national myth is that she is the ‘Land of the Free.’  This ideal of freedom is said to be founded in America’s revolution for independence from Great Britain, but equally, or more so, it was the brutality of slavery that drove the founding fathers of this country to insist on lawfully guaranteeing their own personal rights to freedom.

When I write about freedom, I write about the captive African female slave, tormented, raped by her captor, and forced to bear a child she knew would be lawfully born into slavery and likely sold away.  When I think of the idea of freedom, I think of the faith this woman had buried deep inside her soul.  It was her faith in higher power that gave her the strength to endure.  Faith carried her through pregnancy, helped her to bear all the pain, suffering, and sadness she experienced.  She held on to life for the promise that one day her children would be liberated from captivity and commodification.

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Meeting with a Member of MAB: the Blacklist

Mumia Abu-Jamal (1954- )

I was able to connect with my friend and comrade on his/her affiliation with Memphis Art Brigade and the Blacklist.  As an active member and participant in the blacklist project,  he/she offers a bit of insight into the purpose, intention and direction of the project itself.  

The blacklist is an urban education project, it works within the same vain as Memphis Art Brigade as a whole, the idea of reclaiming public space in general and reclaiming education in particular.  The blacklist aims to take political discourse and dialectics from the sterile environment of academia and begin these conversations on the streets of Memphis, as to build a critical attitude toward our realities within the community.  The idea is simple, each poster is dedicated to an author, theorist, musician, poet, etc which gives a summary of their work and selected bibliography. The idea is to keep ablaze the flame of dissent and protest while simultaneously educating ourselves as to the history of struggles and providing the means to construct a new way forward.

On a personal level, I think its crucial for us to work through the avenue of MAB as anonymous members of the community which add to the dialogue surrounding issues and stand as a _____ of critical thought. This way we can avoid the individualism (self discovery) of much of today’s art, and let the ideas of the work stand for themselves, not a stand in for the artist’s psychological crisis.  Take for example the blacklist- there is no real necessity for the viewer to know where they have come from, not that it comes from some external being, hands have produced the posters as well as the fact that humans alone have produced these ideas and theories.

To us art is a form of production, one in which ideas, and the ways in which we see and interpret our reality are created, deconstructed, and progressed.  The ruing class has long since known this, just as those who fight against them. We are saying that we must reclaim art as another means by which we may construct a new order and one in which the limitations of your knowledge may be tested and altered.  Art can no longer elude what it truly is…. I think John Berger said that (or something like it).

We plan on getting as massive of a distribution as possible- this means establishing a network of distribution which would get posters into all neighborhoods of Memphis whether as pamphlets, posters, zines, etc.

MAB itself is ambiguous in a way.  It is not a formal organization.  Anyone who wishes to add to the critical dialogue can put up their art on the walls of the city, tag it MAB and THERE, they are a member of MAB.  http://memphisartbrigade.blogspot.co.uk/

Zora Neale Hurston (1891-1960)

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Politicians Protest too

Reblogged from The Red Record:

Rep. Bobby Rush was removed from a House meeting after donning a hoodie in protest of the Trayvon Martin shooting.  The murder is giving a platform for a new generation of civil rights activists who stand in solidarity against the inequalities facing communities which have historically been oppressed. 

Rush's protest elicited this article from the Washington Post and this from…

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Fireside: with Lamont ‘Bim’ Thomas, part II

Who are some of the artists you relate to the most or whose careers you respect the most?

Most of the artists I relate to the most couldn’t make careers out of their art…as far as music, I tend to champion the best underground stuff from the best music towns like New Orleans, Memphis, Austin, New York, Chicago, Cleveland, Columbus, San Fran,and LA because its not a good idea to suck in those cities, even if you’re just passing through.  I’m sure there are wonderful people all over the map, but I find myself returning to these places again and again, usually because of the artists that live there, and in most cases, those artists occupy the underground.

Tell me about your bands Obnox and Puffy Areolas.  Elijah Vazquez, who plays with you in Obnox seems to have a very different disposition than the guys in Puffy Areolas.  Having spent a few evenings with you guys over the past couple months, I have to say, you enchanting.   Everyone has their own magic, intelligence and insanity.

Obnox came to be in order to make a 7″ while the TMIBH guys got their bearings as new fathers, but after playing around the house for a little while, I had more material than I anticipated, so then I thought to make an ep.  Hey why not a 12″ ep?  How bout some improv and a couple of my favorite Howland tunes.  Just little things I’d always wanted to do…and who would argue with me if I tracked everything myself?  I could do whatever I want which most drummers have no idea what that’s like.  Once people started to dig it a lil, I decided to find a drummer that had a similar style as mine or would be willing to imitate it and that’s when I reached out to Elijah. He’s super talented…he’s always trying to learn more even though he’s a music educator.  He’s got his own solo agenda, makes hip hop beats and is way into punk as well, so we get along great.  Cleveland is the type of place where a small cache of black artists can function right along side say hardcore bands and metal bands.  Its the kind of place that has more brothas at shows than just about anywhere.

I joined Puffy Areolas as a fill in for a couple of gigs and we’ve been rocking ever since…its really Damon’s thing.  I just rehearse and record and try to make it hot.  I’m only as good as the guys I play with and these dudes are swell.  And it feels good to rock with yet another bruh, not unlike hanging with Rafeeq Washington, Larry Caswell, or Elijah.  Lots of hip hop cats are parallel to us as well as some new young black rock cats like Chubbs and Retro.  What I like about Dame though is he’s interested in putting real raw and wild sounds out in the streets.  I wasn’t hearing that distorted abandon that’s a part of my favorite garage and punk records…everyone wanted to sound like they had it all together whereas he fucking lets it all hang out to the point of near absurdity and/or injury which is perfect for a guy like me whose into really gnarly and fucked up music.  Not just making noise, but a very rhythmical noise that’s peppered with soul, improvisation, and psychedelia.  That’s why he’s right on time and we ride deeper than Atlantis…it also helps that the boy chain smokes weed too, which kinda keeps us locked into the groove, innately, like second nature!

You all were about the only saving graces of sxsw.  That was my first and last experience with sxsw… how did you feel about the experience?

SXSW has always been good to me.  I have a lot of good friends in Austin, so its just great to see them and sometimes the music is the only way I can get back to them.  The size of the conference has gotten to be a bit much.  It used to be a lot easier to get around from gig to gig, and there wasn’t so much animosity toward showcases and parties unrelated to SXSW.  But yeah, I enjoy playing, and I don’t mind touring.  God gave me this gift and I wanna use it as often as possible.  Being a father, I can’t tour as much as before, so SXSW is a chance for me to play to hundreds of people from all over that would never see me, and that’s good for the bands I’m in and the records I have out at any given time.  Puffies/Nox tour had me doing 18 shows in 10 days, including two shows with Unholy 2.  Most people would consider this a hassle, but this is what I do and I have no problem driving far or sacrificing sleep to be a part of it.  Most people shouldn’t be in bands either, but that’s another story.  I appreciate the fact you enjoyed our performances.  There are some bands that are really shitty out there…we don’t have to name them, because they know it.  In some cases the nation’s better bands don’t even want to participate because of that fact and the size of the fest.  I wish someone would put me on Fun Fun Fun or Chaos in Tejas, but SXSW doesn’t bother me like some.  Maybe growing up near the amusement park Cedar Point had something to do with it.  South by reminds me of that environment, ya know, surrounded by tourists.  That tourism thing is definitely taking its toll on a city that tons of people are destined to live in.  Hell, I even thought about moving there back in the early 90′s when one of my friends moved there.  Needless to say, he lives in Houston now with a little more room to breath I suppose...

I think being a father may be one of your proudest accomplishments.  Do you hope to have more children?  What are your thoughts on love?
My daughter Mia is wonderful…smart, healthy, happy, and damn funny, but I don’t see myself having anymore kids.  If I could afford it maybe…whatever I did for money would leave no time to play any music.  I love my family though…they can tolerate me going off and doing a lil music here and there for a couple of weeks at a time.  If it weren’t for them my music wouldn’t be nearly as interesting for sure…see when you leave your family for any given time, whatever your doing is not more important than they are, so if you’re absent because of recording and touring, those better be your best recordings and best shows because you made great sacrifices to get there.  Yeah that’s love…I got love for everybody in the game too, not just my family…I even got love for the niggas that don’t like me anymore! Hahahahaha!  I’m even trying to articulate that love in song…no one around here sings about love anymore, just these diary entries about themselves and their stupid and ridiculous lives.  So yeah the original L-word is pretty important to me.  If you don’t have any love in your heart I suppose its hard to sing about it huh?  Oh by the way I also love strong reefer as well as strong women! Hahahaha!

Where does ‘Bim’ come from?

My family has called me Bim since I could remember…I don’t ever remember my ma once saying my given name, Lamont!

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Fireside: with Lamont ‘Bim’ Thomas

To follow up my post on the B L A C K L I S T by Memphis Art Brigade, I wanted to feature this guy.  Lamont is a significant black American artist and musician whose character and career summarizes MAB’s urban education project.  His name belongs on that list along with countless others. 

Bim- I first met you in Columbus at the Gibson Brothers reunion show.  What is your relationship with members of the Gibson Brothers?

The Gibson Brothers music freaked me out before I actually met them- in the form of their cover of “I Had A Dream” by Nathaniel Mayer.  I guess I met them through being employed at Used Kids by a founding member Dan Dow.  I was always into music and had been in a couple of bands, but working at this store changed my life and still deeply affects me today.  I love those muthafuckas you know…all of em!  But yeah that lead to a close friendship with Don Howland who was also a member of the Gibson Bros and their neighbor at the time.  Howland and I have been making records together for 17 years now.  Our last “And Without a Name” came out on Columbus Discount Records a couple of years ago to good reviews and is considered by some as one of our best.  We have a new one in the can right now.  He’s one of the smartest guys I know and I consider him my brother.  I make it a point to cover his songs with Obnox because they’re great tunes and no one else touches em, not even him in some cases.  I would meet Jeff Evans and Ellen Hoover not long after that.  I never knew them when they were a couple.  I’d never known Evans when he was an Ohioan either.  But I have great respect for Jeff and all the crazy cats he’s worked with over the years.  His father was one of the nicest guys you’d ever meet. (Miss ya Mr. Evans!)  Howland and I have toured Europe with Country Jeff a couple of times…the first tour for 3 weeks and second for like 7 and a half weeks.  We were in gnarly spots like Novi Sad, Serbia on that trip.  Not many people play there, but Don and Jeff were not phased.  And what can you say about Ellen…she’s simply beautiful through and through.  She used to lay out our Bassholes covers and has been so supportive over the years that I don’t know what to say…let’s put it this way, Obnox has played Columbus twice and she’s been right there in the mix.  So yeah I know all the Gibson Bros and following them has kinda shaped some of my taste especially when it comes to blues, country, and early rock.  A lot of guys have come up through a relationship with one of the Gibbys…Jay Reatard, Rich Lillash Jack and Greg Oblivian, Alecja Trout, Me, Jeff Novak, Richie Violet and Chris Wilson, Bruce Saltmarsh was down and Dan Brown, George Reyes, Jeff Bouck, some of Darrin Lin Wood’s best work was done standing right next to Jeff.  Jon Spencer got over the Pussy Galore hangover touring and recording with the Gibson Brothers.  Who knows?  Maybe someone will do a proper set and put their legacy in perspective.  Its worth checking out fa sho!

When did you first start playing music?  What instruments do you play? and would you list the bands you’ve played in, chronologically?

I was a late bloomer sort of…I didn’t start playing until I was a junior in high school.  Most of my friends at least played an instrument long before that…they maybe didn’t write songs, but they played.  I started out singing at church and in school.  When it comes to punk, I am a drummer.  That’s what I do best and that’s how I generate a lot of ideas.  I’ve been playing guitar lately, but not very well.  I play good enough to write songs.  Recently people have wanted to hear these songs live so I’ve had to get better real quick.  Luckily when it comes to Obnox I have one of the best drummers out there…I haven’t been in as many bands as some.  The bands I’ve made records with are Flipping Hades, Bassholes, My Uncle Wayne, This Moment in Black History, Deathers, Puffy Areolas, and Obnox…I’ve toured with V-3 once.  Pretty soon, like two weeks from now I’m going to play drums on the new Unholy 2 ep.

What was it that drew you to making music?  What is one or some of your proudest accomplishments/projects you’ve worked on?   And what is your greatest frustration with the music industry?

I was drawn to music because when I was a kid my family had great records that I spent a lot of time listening to.  Our church had a great band and choir too, and that was crucial for me.  They were good and a lot my family were members were in the choir so I wanted to rock with em!  I got into making music because I loved records…from my family’s records, to college, to Used Kids and beyond, vinyl records have always knocked me out.  There’s always good stuff.  People get bitter and swear everything sucks, but they’re usually looking in the wrong places for their entertainment.  But yeah, I just wanted to participate…you know, kinda have my own say.  Also, Ohio consistently creates great recorded music history and so I wanted to be a part of that as well…like in my community and Ohio as a whole, I felt if I could make good enough records, I’d be reppin my city and state full on.  I’m proud of all of groups and records and labels I’ve been a part of.  That’s been the best part…meeting all of these wonderful folks within this scene.  You know the party is only as good as its music and I’m real thankful that I’m surrounded by people who only dig the best shit.  I guess the amount of time that Don and I have worked together still amazes me as well, but I can’t nail down any one thing that I’m most proud of…I’m too old to be frustrated with the music industry.  I live in the underground.  I’m sure the industry is aware of a guy like me, but that world really doesn’t include me.  I don’t have much, but I’m thankful for what I’ve got and grateful to still be doing it.  There are some dudes that bite the stuff coming out of the underground and take it to the masses on some Pat Boone shit, and that’s frustrating, but that’s been going on since Tin Pan Alley days so what’s a nigga gon do.  All I can do is try not to make any shitty records…hahahaha!  Maybe after I’m dead someone will care, probably not! Hahahaha!

I’ve heard you described as ‘punk rock’s Elvin Jones.’ What does that mean to you?

Ah that Punk Rock Elvin Jones thing…yeah people say that sometimes.  I am into him and Art Blakey and Zig Modeliste and countless others.  I take it as a compliment.  I don’t think I’m heavy like a jazz guy because that’s that black classical music ya know…the last great American art form if you will.  I do wanna make punk records that are important to people like jazz is important to so many.  I do hate to see a drummer doing ordinary shit with no feeling, but making these fuck faces like he or she is gonna bust a nut.  It just seems fake to me.  I try to remain calm and protect the pocket like a jazz cat so yeah the Elvin thing I take as a compliment.

How do you relate to being a strong, engaged and engaging black artist within the underground scene?   

There are a lot of black artists that are Uncle Toms, straight up, but I’m not going to pretend to be anything, but what I am, a strong black man, especially in a scene where there aren’t many brothas involved.  Needless to say, the question about race is great because a lot of people tip toe around it like things are super sweet these days, but not much has changed.  There are more brothers locked up now than there were during slavery…Trayvon Martin was just gunned down for no reason.  Its very easy for a nigga to die or go to jail, so I’m not going to sit around and pretend that because people enjoy the records, they also give a shit about what’s going on with my people or me.  If anything, within this underground scene, I want to show people, especially young bruthas and sistas, that we have all types of flavors.  If you wanna rock n roll, skateboard, dress a certain way, don’t let anyone, especially our own, hinder you from expressing yourself because we have influenced so many aspects of popular culture and after all we’ve been through, we should be able to enjoy it too!  Even with all the stigma and stereotypes regarding black folks, I try to be myself and a good ambassador for my people, but I’m not going to pretend to be white or anything else to make someone comfortable just so that they can say they know a couple of cool black people that are “not like the others” or some such shit.  I’m just like the “others”, but unlike most bruhs I enjoy expressing myself in the punk rock community.  That’s my lane and I stay in it.  I could be a rapper, a jazz cat, or a straight church boy, but God made me a drummer in a punk band and the Blackest Punk Rocker in the country so that’s how I roll and the people that know me and respect me, my real friends, ride with me on that!  My friends live with me in the underground and that’s where the heat is…I’ve struggled and been down and made mistakes, but right now, I’m doing what I feel is good for my soul as a representative of the underground scene.  Let the brothas rock n roll! Hahahaha!

Memphis Art Brigade: The Blacklist… what do you think about it?
The Blacklist is a great way to turn young heads on to some of the bravest and strongest figures I ever heard of…some of my absolute faves are on the list. And I’m utterly flattered that you can imagine me on a list with such great company. I hope the people of Memphis appreciate this type of outreach because it can really inform people of all ages. It could inspire people you know, to challenge oppression of any sort. These are the type of personalities that influenced me when I was a kid and made me want to do something meaningful with my life…though not as in depth and heady. I was an “Eye’s on the Prize” type of youngen!

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T H E B L A C K L I S T

M E M P H I S  A R T  B R I G A D E http://memphisartbrigade.blogspot.co.uk/ has been working on a project called T H E    B L A C K  L I S T.  It is “an urban education project consisting of posters with photos and bibliographical information of significant black authors, artists, and theorists.  These posters are distributed on various public spaces in various ways, which links them to histories of protest art and pamphleteering.   Their intent is to educate beyond the curricula and insitutions of Memphis.  The objective is critical consciousness and the extension of the academy into the streets.”  An additional statement is included on their blog along with photographs of installed posters.

The Black List includes:

  1. Toni Morrison
  2. Cornell West
  3. Richard Wright
  4. Olaudah Equiano
  5. WEB DuBois
  6. James Baldwin
  7. Edouard Glissant
  8. Langston Hughes
  9. Zora Neale Hurston
  10. Aime Cesaire
  11. Leopold Senghor
  12. Ralph Ellison
  13. Harriet Jacobs
  14. Mary Prince
  15. Rene Depestre
  16. Jacques Stephen Alexis
  17. CLR James
  18. Malcolm X
  19. Amiri Baraka
  20. Eldridge Cleaver
  21. Clyde Talor
  22. Henry Louis Gates, JR.
  23. Homi Bhabha
  24. Ngugi Wa Tiong-o
  25. Derek Walcott
  26. Kamau Brathwaite
  27. Nkrumah
  28. Wole Soyinka
  29. bell hooks
  30. Audre Lorde
  31. Jean Breeze
  32. Mutabaruka
  33. Jimmy Cliff
  34. Linton Kwesi Johnson
  35. Jean Rhys
  36. Orlando Patterson
  37. Hale Gerima
  38. Stuard Hall
  39. Paul Gilroy
  40. Charles Gordone
  41. George Wolfe
  42. Claude McKay
  43. Frederick Douglass
  44. Michele Cliff
  45. Erna Brodber
  46. Maryse Conde
  47. Marie Chauvet
  48. Franketienne
  49. Gilberto Gil -
  50. Fela Kuti
  51. Peter Tosh
  52. Luis Pales Matos
  53. Ntozake Shange
  54. Suzan Lori Parks
  55. Isaac Julien
  56. Nancy Morejon
  57. Jacob Lawrence
  58. Charles White
  59. Hale Woodruff
  60. Charles Alston
  61. John Biggers
  62. Adrian Piper
  63. MLK
  64. Leadbelly
  65. August Wilson
  66. Trevor Rhone
  67. Errol Hill
  68. Jamaica Kincaid
  69. Gayle Jones
  70. Louise Bennett
  71. Edwidge Danticat
  72. Gilberto Freyre
  73. Paul Marshall
  74. Amos Tutuola
  75. Buchi Emecheta
  76. Earl Lovelace
  77. Ken Saro-Wiwa
  78. Loraine Hansberry
  79. Jean Michel Basquiat
  80. Spike Lee
  81. John Singleton
  82. Lena Horne
  83. Billy Holiday
  84. Sarah Vaughn
  85. Freddie Hubbard
  86. Thelonious Monk
  87. Bob Marley
  88. Tupak Shakur
  89. Otis Redding
  90. Sylvia Wynter
  91. Julien Bond
  92. Patrice Lumumba
  93. David Diop
  94. Christopher Okigbo
  95. Chinua Achebe
  96. Bill T. Jones
  97. Alvin Ailey
  98. Gwendolyn Brooks
  99. Harryette Mullen
  100. Will Alexander
  101. Nathaniel Mackey
  102. Yusuf Kommunyaka
  103. Faith Ringgold
  104. Wifredo Lam
  105. Maya Deren
  106. Mikey Smith
  107. Oku Onoura
  108. Sam Sharpe
  109. Nat Turner
  110. Stephen Biko

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South By South Whoa!

Obnox at SXSW daytime house show

I always said I’d never visit Austin during South by Southwest because I knew it would be insame.  Not having a job anymore. leaving the country soon, and having lots of friends to visit, I decided to go.

It turns out that sxsw is a sort of racket run by city music-mongers.  This year, the city of Austin and SXSW officials used social networking sites to locate house parties with the intention of adding steep fines for breaking noise, capacity, or competition ordinances to the home owner’s gas bill.

To better serve the mass of out of towners and to ‘help the homeless,’ the city of Austin offered to py people experiencing homelessness to carry wifi boxes.  Visitors of Austin were offered the luxury of connecting their smart phones/ipads/laptops to wifi at various homeless hotspots around the down town area. http://mashable.com/2012/03/12/homeless-hotspots-sxsw/

The unofficial SXSW events were worth the trip, even with having to dodge the 400,000 beastly, drunk out of towners staggering about town.

Obnox and Puffy Areolas  http://www.facebook.com/pages/Puffy-Areolas-Official/234071676608494 are the highlight of any event they play.  Seeing them perform for the 5th time in 2 months was the best part.  Happily, I could have spent the entire weekend hanging out with them various parking lots and in their van.

Trailer Space, a local record store and venue http://www.facebook.com/trailerspace, felt like a home-base.  Several staff members and regulars were friends and associates I met in Memphis.

Bim, Christmas and Detroit- in Memphis.  Puffies and Obnox head to SXSW

 The In The Red showcase that Renate so easily got me entrance into featured Thee Oh Sees, Kid Congo and the Pink Monkey Birds who played some Gun Club songs, the Gories, and the Spits.  One Puffy Areolas comrade and musician, Christmas, shot fireworks into the crowd and at the Spits until he was forcibly removed.  Christmas is a shaman- an artist and farmer and one of the most gnarly and rad dudes I’ve ever encountered.  I enjoyed experiencing him ‘get psychedelic’ for the show, drinking a king cobra, some boone’s farm, a handful of something, and a bits of this and that.

The After Hours Bakery

One of My New Friends having a late night dinner

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memphis has stars

I started this post two weeks ago- it was suppose to be about how I never realized I could see so many stars in Memphis until I started riding my bicycle at night.  Sure, it’s not the same as being out in the country- the sky is never really dark in Memphis- but the stars… they are out.  Since the start of this post a lot has happened-  So much so, that I am now in another country and a long way from home.  The first night I was here I noticed immediately that I can see the same two planets I could see in Memphis and Austin just before I left.  It makes me happy to share the same stars and planets with my loved ones back home.

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Unemployment Office

Today marks the one week anniversary of my freedom.  Standing in a line that stretches from the back door through the parking lot of the unemployment office, I let the fear of serfdom creep in.  I wonder if the people in line are bound by their lack of work- by their dependence on unemployment benefits, their need to provide for families or to pay off debt.  I have this fantasy that unemployment is a temporary gateway into a new world- life on a brighter star… but looking around me, doubt sets in.  What if unemployment just confines me to my home, to not having enough gas to make it outside city limits, to eating white rice and ramen noodles every day?!  Confidence surges up and down, wavers back and forth like my sleepy body staggering in a long line.  Those of us in line form a collective through our common lack of work, our balance of fear and fortitude.  After we make it inside and have our seats in the waiting room, I notice that each person there is seemingly happy and if not, still smiling.  Everyone is neatly dressed in their work boots and jackets, kangol hats and lightly tented shades, excusing themselves as they wade through the crowded room and greeting each other with polite mannerisms.  During my interview I am questioned by a gentleman who seems to really care and takes time to explain policy and procedure.  I walk away with the maximum amount of paid benefits and make my way home.  At home, I open all the windows and doors, drink coffee and bake acorn squash while organizing my affairs (bills).  The pleasure of being at home and being myself reawakens the dream.

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A Whole Life

Recently, I had the privilege of working with a Tasmanian artist researching arts and industry.  It was one of the most intensely inspiring experiences in my career as a librarian/researcher.  We studied arts and industry from ancient Africa, colonialism, industrial revolution, post industrial revolution, craft revitalization into craftivism.  We created our own timeline of history uncovering the theme of the whole life, something I was already conceptualizing for myself.

For me, the whole life is an integration of multi-faceted interests that either you seek out, or they find you.   Over the years my character has been shaped by art, music, travel, labor, and love.   I am learning new skills to fulfill my yearning for growth- for fulfillment- starting with a few interests and allowing them to lead on to the next in a circular/spiral movement (rather than linear).   This includes gardening/farming, making fermented foods & beverages, understanding bicycle mechanics, playing electric guitar and traveling the country (and more of the world), learning patience through child minding…  In losing my job, or failing to hold on to it, I now have the time and energy to focus on these things and continue on with my studies.

This, THIS, is the gathering of stars… the faceting and polishing of each brilliant being.

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